What have I been thinking besides OH SHIT I HAVEN'T WRITEN A POST IN A WHILE!! ..not much lol

Well, Caroline has been thinking a lot. But still, many of those thoughts require pics to share. She is thinking that she had lots of fun last week. She accomplished her goal of going out EVERY night. Even when she was so flippin' tired. And she doesn't regret it at all. She thought she would have the chance to see some more people, but eh, that is how the cards fall.

Caroline has been thinking how, although she knows you never want to tell someone they are gaining weight, why don't we? You tell someone good job on losing weight, why not give them a heads up if they look like they are taking a plunge into the deep end? She doesn't mean be all mean and shit, because then that person has the right to kick you. Or maim. Or, if you aren't a friend, she says maybe keep your mouth shut. But if you know the person, and you can SEE that they are doing something they would regret, why not a helpful comment before they get too far down a road.

The last time Caroline went on her bender and gained a shit ton of weight back, no one said anything, until she was like "damn, what the hell happened! I fit nothing and I am a cow!" Then all her friends were like, yeah, saw you were gaining. Really? You couldn't say 'you don't REALLY want to finish that third pint (ok, fifth) of Ben & Jerry's this week do you?' She might of appreciated that more then having to start where she was and work backwards again. Very very very annoying and hard to do.

But it is unacceptable to say that to a friend...at least not without said friend getting their feelings hurt. But Caroline would like to make it known, that should she start slipping up that badly again, someone BETTER say something.
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The simple smile lit up the room
The lights hanging from the ceiling seemed
To sharpen and bring a brighter color to the room
Like a smooth moving current
You made your way across the room
The nod of you head
Stirring not just the air
But the fluttering of my heart
And then the voice that
Has the ability to drown out
All other noises says to me
"Your smile lights up the room."